[Emmy] On My Best

Curcol nice weekend January 29, 2012

Senangnya weekend ini!

Jumat siang ktemu nopee discuss invitation, akhirnya monogram beres. Checked! Later invitation design will be presented.. Myb next week.

Jumat malam kumpul2 keluarga Dre, pp Gus ultah makan bareng semua, late paicia with bho2 and Dre’s aunties n uncles..

Sabtu siang ke bday lunch Jing Hwa designer. Ada fashion show, bajunya keren2, model fashion show nya customernya Jing Hwa sendiri.. Ai2 mbois yg masih semlohai dan tingkat PD luar biasa tinggi! Gile tapi keren sih, umur sgitu tapi badannya terjaga banget! Semoga diriku kalo udah jadi mama2 bisa tetap langsing kyk mreka.. Hihihi…

Sabtu malam dinner with Dre and henry and johan @ Meat&Gourmet.. So yummy salmon and boneless ribs.. Lanjut nonton Contraband di Ciwo.. Great movie great company!

Minggu pagi nemenin mom hunting dress, lanjut with Dre lunch dim sum with henry (again!), trus mampir tailor untuk discuss his wedding suit. Sweet tante Indah treated us well, thank youu smoga hasilnya bagus ya, april fitting lagi.

Minggu sore rencana misa dan katekumen, tapi karena ujan deres, ngga jadi deh. Spend some time at my house w mom, then went to GM for dinner. Then hunting TV for his dad, bought some HaagenDasz and Dre sent me home.

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semua orang yg ktemu pada nanyain, emmm knapa mukamu jerawatan???
Aku jawab “iya stress mau kawin..” hihihi..
Emang nyebelin, never ending acnes. Kmaren2 ke Erha buat disuntik jrawatnya, skalian beli produk2nya nyobain, jerawat sih lgs kempes besoknya, tp ini kok tumbuh jrawat baru 3 yaa?? Apa ga cocok obatnya atau gimana.. Haisshh.. Sedihnya kulit muka very very veryyyy sensitive a bit desperate deh, sampe dont really care abt the look, sampe encourage my self esteem, that inner beauty is more more important than outer look :p hahahaa menghibur diri sendiri..

Senangnya wiken ini coz we got things to do together
Senangnya when we meet after weeks!
Senangnya ada Dre <3

btw judul postnya jelek bgt.. Hihi..

Curcol 10 januari January 10, 2012

Another day of catechumen and wed prep.. Luckily my engagement day is close to wed day, so i can do the prep all together! Been out the whole day, full and tiring day! Acnes pop out.. Sigh..

Today i experience the feeling of ‘helpless and needing other people’ Being in the position of the one in need.. And that sucks. It’s not like i never need anyone else in my life before.. I do need them, but i’d rather be the helper than the one that needs help. I’d rather do things by my self, but in some cases other ppl are required to reinforce my goals. And worse thing nya kalo orang yang merasa dirinya dibutuhkan, malah jadi suka semena-mena! So I have to be patient and do whatever they say.

Huff..

Will go to bed early today.
Zzz…

Curcol 5 januari January 5, 2012

Udah mulai stress mikirin wed prep!
Yang mockup sample ngga sesuai harapan
Yang decision makernya susah nentuin pilihan
Yang schedule meetingnya berubah-ubah
Yang bersangkutan cuma punya waktu mepet2 buat ngurusin
Yang ini.. Yang itu..
yang sini.. Yang situ..

Pengennya lempar semua persoalan jauh-jauh dan cuek nggak mau mikirin,
But that only happens in childhood rite..
Jadinya ya dihadapin semua dengan belajar lebih sabar.. Anggaplah problem adalah makanan sehari-hari.. Mau nggak mau ya mesti dimakan! Jangan ngomel jangan mengeluh, latihan mental sekalian yaa..

Diberesin satu persatu.. Dijalani dengan telaten.. Memaklumi kalo ada yang belum beres, maklum namanya manusia pasti bisa berbuat salah..

Untung punya dopingan baru.. kalo udah stress, galau, gloomy, skarang obatnya nonton RunningMan, skalian buat peremajaan kulit, karena nonton itu pasti ngakak-ngakak, bikin awet muda..

Huff…

Changing Direction December 24, 2011

I am flattered..
A close friend worries about me, coz I’m in the process of “changing direction”.
She wonders if i have thought this thru, coz religion thingy is very important to her..
It’s important to me too sis, i’ve thought this throughout too!

it’s the same God I worship, it’s the way of praying that’s differentiate those two.
I admit it i haven’t find the new one as calming as my current method, but i believe i’ll find what suits me best by the time goes.

I’m so grateful i have you my dear friend
Really appreciate the thoughts!

I believe i still have much much more to learn, to explore.. In this life.
Every step is counted, every moment is precious..
Every person you meet is unique,
Every true friend you make stays in the heart forever.

3 things about today December 23, 2011

Orang bilang ide bagus kadang suka kelupaan.
Damn it’s true.
Tadi siang aku ada kepikir topik buat ditulis malam ini, terus kelupaan. Haish.. Padahal aku ingat itu topik oke.. Tapi lupa. Kyaaa… Sebal.
Jadi apa2 harus rajin mencatat, biar ngga ada yang ketinggalan

So let me share 3 things in my mind right now:

1. I hate it when someone left the toilet paper empty without replacing the new one!! I got to get out from my bathroom to look for toilet paper half naked!

2. I received a special xmas card from my special friend today.. Really really Love it! You know i got this bad habit, It’s when finally i decided that i love something, i’m afraid to lose them.. Is that normal?

3. It feels good s and helping ppl in need.. It’s good for my karma, and it brings peace and joy to me!

Other things, I’m happy about today. Had some chit chat with my friends, went to dress hunting w mom, and got nice meals for the day!
The holiday mood is on baby!

Bride’s men? December 21, 2011

I was thinking..
Could a bride choose the bestmen for her wedding? What if she doesn’t have enough close female friends? What if she has more male friends?

I already got a pair of my bestfriends to be my bride’s maid n man, but i was thinking to ask my other close male friends to be the bride’s bestmen.. i dont think the groom would agree thou, coz he doesnt really know them.

Yahh.. Thats one of the consequences of doing long distance relationship. We dont get close with his/her friends coz.. We dont meet each other during weekdays, and we (often) dont spare time w friends during weekends. It’s been months even years i wanted to introduce some of my friends to him but nv get the right chance and time to meet. Haiyah!

Hopefully This bridesmaid bestman thing wont be a problem.. Coz we still got so many things to do for the wed preparation. Geez.

New year resolution December 20, 2011

11 days to new year.
Last year i got delayed in making my new year resolution, but tonite im feeling writing!

So my 2012 resolution is: get married, make more money, daily blog(harus!!!), become a Catholic. Those are the core mission. Lol.

And the action plans are: more cooking activity, be a good wife n in law, learn n work w my future hubby, take part in town’s activities, weekly church, daily online time.

And the goals; earn a certain amount of money of my own, provide certain meal times weekly, minimum 366 blog posts in 2012.

Yay thats for now, might update it again later :p