Curcol 10 januari

Another day of catechumen and wed prep.. Luckily my engagement day is close to wed day, so i can do the prep all together! Been out the whole day, full and tiring day! Acnes pop out.. Sigh..

Today i experience the feeling of ‘helpless and needing other people’ Being in the position of the one in need.. And that sucks. It’s not like i never need anyone else in my life before.. I do need them, but i’d rather be the helper than the one that needs help. I’d rather do things by my self, but in some cases other ppl are required to reinforce my goals. And worse thing nya kalo orang yang merasa dirinya dibutuhkan, malah jadi suka semena-mena! So I have to be patient and do whatever they say.

Huff..

Will go to bed early today.
Zzz…